Wednesday, June 30, 2010

You Are Your Secrets

I found this post by Ray Ortlund to be right on the money: Go visit him.
But in case you won't, here is his post:

O. Hobart Mowrer, the psychologist, set himself to understand more deeply our hollowed-out emotional lives.  He noted that, commonly, when we perform a good deed, we advertise it, display it, draw attention to it, at least hint at it, hoping to collect on the emotional credit of it then and there.  But when we do something cheap, evil or stupid, we hide it, deny it, minimize it.  But the emotional discredit from that stays with us and even accumulates with each further hypocrisy.  This is how we make ourselves chronically bankrupt in conscience and heart.  Our lives are required of us, and we are found wanting.  No felt “net worth.”  Lost confidence, pizzazz.  Our positive energies are depleted by fugitive concealing and pretending.
Then Mowrer wondered, what if we reversed our strategy?  What if we spent our lives admitting our weaknesses, owning up to our failures, naming our idiot-moments, confessing our follies, errors and debts, while also hiding away from everyone’s view our smart ideas, heroic sacrifices, kind deeds, charities and virtues?  What if, instead of throwing back at the other guy his worst failure while trotting out our best moment, we put up our worst against his best?  What would happen then?  Our hearts might start filling up.
He entitled his essay “You are your secrets.”  It is in his book The New Group Therapy(New York, 1964), pages 65-71.
“Beware of practicing your righteousness before other people in order to be seen by them, for then you will have no reward from your Father who is in heaven. . . . Your Father who sees in secret will reward you” (Matthew 6:1, 4).


Brenda said...

This frightens me. Because it suggests exposing ourselves. The last line of the first paragraph resonates and I have felt that depletion by concealing and pretending. Bankrupt is a good word choice.

There's no mention of repentance though. Is it implied? Is repentance how 'our hearts start filling up'?

Greg said...

I believe the study was done by a secular psych dude, so definitely no mention of repentance. But to see it through Christian eyes, I would say the answer to your question is a resounding yes.